Meet Tristan, and Certain Songs Make Me Miss You

So this guy I know really well.  His name is Tristan Kavanagh, he’s the greatest guy I know, and probably the most perfect.  haha.  Well, you’ll see in his blog.  Which is actually helping me get to know him even better.  He’s just a friend, well he already has a super awesome gf.  So no luck there ladies.  Sorry.  So here’s the link: Tristan’s Blog

Also I know everyone says the reason I’m single is because I’m so cold-hearted, and guys are intimidated by me (Why!?!  Whatever, losers, scared of a 5′2″, 100lbs…)  Sureel said it’s because I’m ambiguous.  Basically she says guys can’t tell if I’m really into them or just toying with them, so they’re scared to take a chance.    Julian, also my best guy friend and cousin, said guys get the vibe that my first answer is going to be “NO.” and I give off the feeling of “You don’t have a chance.” So let me make this clear:  I have a HEART, and it can be pretty romantic…sometimes.  Ok, so I’m never gonna wanna watch A Walk to Remember, The Notebook, anything by Nicolas Sparks or anything like that CRAP.  Still, I like romance, just a drier version of it.  I’m sorta like a teenaged-boy at heart (that likes guys).  My kind of love is care-free and innocent, lighthearted, and fun.  Not tear-jerking or anything you’ll find on LifeTime…GROSS.

So anyway.  I’ve been a softy lately.  I dunno, I’ve been head-in-the-clouds-hoping-for-love-to-come-around for some unknown reason, and I’ve been going on dates.  Basically I’m giving people a chance, and its amazing how many people open up to you once you open up to them first.  Wow.  Still, I’m not attached in any sense of the word (I really like freedom).  There are 3 guys that I like more than anyone else so far.  But, for various reasons, I can’t see them as much as I would like…well there’s a main reason for all 3 of them: SCHOOL!!!!  Stupid school, making their schedules and mine busy as hell!!! It especially sucks for…my favorite one.  He and Tristan are actually a lot alike…look eh, similar… both from the same city…but he’s not tall like Tris.  I’ve even been less picky lately.  Like remember when I was in that blonde phase?  Well, I met a couple of cute brunettes, and basically I’m not going by any specific features anymore…just hottness.  That’s all that counts, well that and being super-smart, into music (all genres please, not just hip-hop or just rock…jeez), funny, creative, likes to read actual books, political, aromatically appealing, taller than me, nice, honest, reliable,  proficiency at an instrument (preferably guitar or piano) is a plus, as are: a good sense of fashion, ability to speak a European language (preferably Italian or French), being spontaneous, willingness to dance in public (i.e. bars, clubs etc.), non-opposed to getting drunk occassionally, and just being fantastically, awesome.  Oh, and willing to accept my love for Megan Fox, ask Dave he understands.  Wait…and not whiny.  Ugh, please don’t call me drunk and beg for me to come over, and don’t say: “I care about you more than you care about me.”  and don’t ask “When you graduate do you want to move-in together?” if we’ve only been together a total of 2 months.  Yeah, the ex did all of those things…he was basically a whiny-teenaged-girl.  I already possess a vagina…I don’t need two.  Sorry I got carried away.  That list of what I want isn’t too specific or long right?  I’m sure someone fits that other than Robert Schwartzman/Carmine (He goes by either name.)

Wait, wait, wait!!!  The list!  Ok, so the point was:  Certain songs make me want to have a significant guy in my life and sorta make me miss/pine for this one guy those other guys.  Here they are:

Artist ~ Song

We Are Scientists ~ After Hours

Foo Fighters ~ Walking After You

The Virgins ~ Private Affair

The Virgins ~ Teen Lovers

Asobi Seksu ~ Thursday

MGMT ~ Electric Feel

The Cure ~ Just Like Heaven

The Veronicas ~ Unthouched (That goes for me and the Jonas Brothers)

The Bridges ~ All the Words

Sam Sparro ~ Black & Gold

Phantom Planet ~ Dropped

Brazilian Girls ~ Good Time

Marie Digby ~ Stupid for You

Noah and the Whale ~ 5 Years Time

Aqualung ~ Strange and Beautiful

She and Him ~ Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?

Locksley ~ Don’t Make Me Wait

The Headlights ~ Everybody Needs a Fence to Lean On

Chairlift ~ Bruises

Coldplay ~ Lovers in Japan/Reign of Love

Bloc Party ~ Mercury (I don’t know why though)

Bloc Party ~ This Modern Love (I know exactly why)

Field Music ~ You’re So Pretty

Feist ~ Inside and Out (Reminds me of Andy Samberg)

Kaskade ~ 4AM

Paramore ~ That’s What You Get

Hard-Fi ~ Hard to Beat

Portishead ~ Glory Box

Charlotte Sometimes ~ How I Could Just Kill a Man (its the sound, not the words)

The Bravery ~ Time Won’t Let Me Go

Paolo Nutini ~ Last Request

James Morrison ~ Better Man

James Morrison ~ You Give Me Something

That’s all folks! So I’m going to do some actual work now, and practice my guitar, and go to sleep, and then wake up and go to class.  Love Ya.

Oh, I got a role in a movie.  More on that tomorrow.