Much Better…

My past two posts have been pretty bitter.  I admit I cringed a little when I re-read them.  I’m feeling much better now.  I don’t know why, because honestly nothing has changed, but I guess I’m just putting it in perspective.

So, most of my bitter,  hard feelings stemmed from my conflicting feelings, and the list of let downs concerning a person.  It still hurts.  But I guess there are other people out there…and I’m committed to finding mine.

Seriously.  I’ve been single for what…ever?

Anyway the point is I’m feeling pretty good now…not 100%, but good…decent.  Thanks to my friends, and tasks that need to be completed, which are taking over most of my focus.  Also God.  I went to church on Ash Weds.  I gave up alcohol for Lent.  I’m focusing on me, and what I need emotionally which is something I ignore alot, especially when I like someone and I think what should I do so they like me, what does he want?…etc.

Instead its like this:  I’m already awesome enough to be cared about.  So the question is: What can you do to get me?

I know: Get me a pizza and some orange juice…I’m starving.

I Love Men…and So Does Bruce Weber (uh not the U of I Basketball Coach)

Ok, so I’m a girl, and I absolutely love men.  I think only my friend Sureel can appriciate a good-looking man as much as I do…well actually Bruce Weber comes pretty close.

So if you don’t know who Bruce Weber is (I am not talking about the University of Illinois’ Head Men’s Basketball coach) he is a fashion photographer…a great one, one that deserves a nobel prize for capturing wonderful-ness on film.

See one of my goals is to love men.  Seriously.  I just love to love them.  Sure they can be tools, jerks, stupid, and may lack emotional depth, but when they’re good…man are they good.  They know what to say and how to say it, and they kiss you in just the perfect way, and they can have amazing muscle-ly arms and abs, and shoulders…and….here lemmie just show you:

BTW:  All these photos are by Bruce Weber except for the last one by Tony Duran, and I intend no copyright infringement of any kind…I just want to spread the awesome.  Note…there is some nudity…so I warned you.

Lucky...

Uh...I want tea.

I didn't know sweats could be so...

I love Italia!

Sorry this is the one by Duran.

Why can't I have fun like this?

The glasses are what make him really hott, seriously.

Thank You Gaspard!

I realized today while wasting time instead of studying, which I’m also doing now as well, that my post about Gaspard Ulliel is my most ever viewed post on my blog and thanks to him this keeps my numbers a little higher than usual.  Even when I don’t post in a month or more than a month Gaspard’s hottness allows my little insignificant blog to stay at least partially afloat in this sea of bloggers.  So I say to Gaspard “Thank You!!”  Also thanks to his parents for having him, and thanks to people who love to look at pretty-ful and beauty-ous things!!  Here’s some more: